So even though I haven’t posted in awhile, I have been jotting down some things on my phone to post later. So here is a jumble of random, unfinished ponderings I may or may not revisit later. Honestly, weird stuff just pops into my head sometimes, but just plopping it all down here.

Your doubts,
build a tower,
over your thoughts,
maybe it’s better to build a box.

Don’t stop here,
My weary dear.
Hang hope on who you want to be.
Your strength will keep.

Take the leap.
Take the leap.

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Kill your darlings and the cats,
Throw the baby with the bath,
stretch, stretch the facts.

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We are getting older,
we are getting wiser,
maybe we know better,
maybe you regret her.

I still love you laying here in the dark,
but I am waiting, I am waiting,
for that spark.

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Hope is a rope,
I tie around my neck,
just for the heck of it.

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I am getting older,
but I still don’t know a thing,
I’ve lived my biggest dreams,
but I always pull at the seams,
until it all falls apart on me.
I cannot seem to find serenity.

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The leaves shaking, waving,
like rain coming down in sheets,
the space of serenity,
you and me between the trees.

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There is no one around,
in this ghost town,
and it’s a lonely place to be,
with just my thoughts and me.