So even though I haven’t posted in awhile, I have been jotting down some things on my phone to post later. So here is a jumble of random, unfinished ponderings I may or may not revisit later. Honestly, weird stuff just pops into my head sometimes, but just plopping it all down here.
Your doubts,
build a tower,
over your thoughts,
maybe it’s better to build a box.
Don’t stop here,
My weary dear.
Hang hope on who you want to be.
Your strength will keep.
Take the leap.
Take the leap.
Kill your darlings and the cats,
Throw the baby with the bath,
stretch, stretch the facts.
We are getting older,
we are getting wiser,
maybe we know better,
maybe you regret her.
I still love you laying here in the dark,
but I am waiting, I am waiting,
for that spark.
Hope is a rope,
I tie around my neck,
just for the heck of it.
I am getting older,
but I still don’t know a thing,
I’ve lived my biggest dreams,
but I always pull at the seams,
until it all falls apart on me.
I cannot seem to find serenity.
The leaves shaking, waving,
like rain coming down in sheets,
the space of serenity,
you and me between the trees.
There is no one around,
in this ghost town,
and it’s a lonely place to be,
with just my thoughts and me.
unwrithings 